not as long as some but still longer than usual
*flashbacks to the time when I posted a journal every day* now thankfully all deleted. nobody needs to know
HELLO MY CHILDREN
My legs really hurt.
I don't know why. Every time I exercise for more than half an hour they start hurting as if I'd been on my feet for six hours and it's really disconcerting because I walk for two hours every other day to get to class and home again. It's only been a problem for the last month or so, as well. It's super strange.
Also I get super tired after eating. ...anything. Fruit? TIRED. Vegetable? TIRED. Sandwich? TIRED. Lasagna? TIRED. EVERYTHING IS TIRED AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND
That is also super strange
My sleep pattern is way out of whack: I sleep for six hours, I sleep for half an hour, I sleep for twelve hours. I go to sleep at 1pm, 4pm, 7pm, 2am, 6am, it doesn't matter. Nothing sticks and I can't tell when I will wake up (Unless I use an alarm for specific awake times). If I force myself to go to bed at a set time I won't fall asleep, I'll just lie there wide awake and eventually give up after an hour or two and get out of bed again.
Everything is so hecked up and I have no clue what's going on at all
In other news, commissions are just sort of sitting there - super sorry about being really slow on those, I will try and do them once this next assignment is out of the way but Armageddon paintings are putting pressure on me with a very very specific deadline, so I'm spewing out all this art for that, which is why all the dragon portraits. I have some plans for print bundles but there's so much work involved with those I don't think it'll work out to the extent I want it to - not when I have a full fursuit to finish, and a partial to do as well. I used up a whole week just making the bodysuit for Kullenuska because it was so unfamiliar to me.
There's some big A3 paintings planned, and a secret A2 one (which is big) ..this year's theme for me seems to be mostly dragons. Which is great because... dragons.
(Failing everything, commissions currently in queue that are paid for will arrive before Christmas)
This has been an Update.
How are you all?